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| 01:19am 13/12/2005 |
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i'm leaving for the bahamas on feb. 20 i'm stoked as hell
i'm ordering my camera tomorrow
i won high top nike dunks on ebay for 25 bucks.
merry christmas. |
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| 06:46pm 17/11/2005 |
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something that bothers the shit out of me is when people are the biggest hypocrites EVER
so last year my friends and i had a huge falling out over the most ridiculous shit ever. it was bad, like really bad and i refuse to be "best friends" with these people again. they are the fucking scum of the earth. i'll be an aquatance and i won't start anything cause i hate that shit but we're not buddybuddy anymore. i can't fucking trust people like them.
so our group of friends was basically split in half. and me and two of my best girl friends were the only three girls left after that. we all didn't think we could be friends with these people agian.
slowly but surely one of my friends went back to the other side, but refused to tell me she hung out with them, even lied to me when she was with them. i didn't understand why she would lie to me. but then she stopped hanging out with me completely and is now butt buddies with them.
then my friend dropped out of college and is now back to them too. i hate how much they talked shit on these people and now are best friends with them. people make me sick. |
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1 to the rules set by the weak|she bends and breaks
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| 01:34am 11/10/2005 |
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i've come to the conclusion that no matter how much money i make. 3 days later i'm always broke. |
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| 11:59pm 04/10/2005 |
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i bought a bike yesterday from an old irish woman for 45 dollars.
i felt like i stole it it was so cheap.
its a really sweet roadbike from the 1970s or 80s i believe. its royal blue. i'll post pics later. |
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| 09:01pm 28/09/2005 |
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i have a new found (greater) hatred for new york city.
apparently the R train stops running from queens to nyc at night. i sat by myself with some homeless dude staring at me for 45 minutes until i then realized the R train was not coming. I looked at the sign and it said I had to take the E instead. during this 45 minute time period 3 E trains had already passed. By this time I was yelling to myself in the subway.
I picked the most awesome car to sit in. what seemed to be dedicated strictly to homeless people. one who i was convinced died sometime during my trip from queens to manhattan. The E train also had some "difficulties" and stopped for a good 20-30 minutes inbetween stops, making me that much more excited to be in new york. When I finally got to manhattan the train didn't stop at union at all. it was more like 14th and 9th. So I had to walk shit loads. Then waited another 1/2 hour for the path train to arrive so i could go back to hoboken.
Luckily my car was not towed, ticketed, or booted while i was gone. By this time it was really late, I don't even know what time, but later than I had planned.
Seriously, public transportation hates my guts. FUCK YOU MTA |
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1 to the rules set by the weak|she bends and breaks
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| 04:37pm 04/09/2005 |
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i miss my friends that just moved to philly already. this is terrible. they just moved in yesterday. looks like i'll be spending a lot of my weekends there. maybe if gas prices weren't terrible that wouldn't be a problem.
i'm bored. someone come hang out. |
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1 to the rules set by the weak|she bends and breaks
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| oh my god, getting paid is so sweet. |
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| 11:07pm 03/09/2005 |
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so i got paid from my summer job on thursday.
i've already spent about 500 of it. i'm a beast, but i tihnk i deserve it. i worked my ass off.
i got 2 pairs of jeans, 10 shirts, north face backpack, new shoes, a belt, and mac makeup.
they took 412 dollars in taxes out. ASSHOLES.
i have court on wednesday. |
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| much needed update. |
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| 03:14pm 23/08/2005 |
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arrite so here's whats going on...
since hellfest got cancelled me and the guys went to boston. fucking so much fun. i love those boys so much. we went in the escalade and were a bunch of fucking ballers. pictures up soon. we took a bunch of band photos haha.
highlights of lifetakers and heartbreakers tour 2k5:
-r. kelly
-no e-z pass.
-asian theme hotel
-street performers
-band photos
-dark brown rice?
-mosh dept.
-"what the fuck is that?!"
-nike town "a limited time gym shoe"
-"free" movies
-elimidate
-too many deuces dropped.
-free new england aquarium
-sharks
-grandma jugs
-"cute shops"
-BEEF!
-clubs
and other shit. so much fun.
i saw gorilla biscuits on the 14th. most incredible show i've probably been to in my entire life. so glad i got to go to that. too amazing for words.
lifetime and bouncing souls on sunday was awesome. ostrichsized was incredible. just complete chaos in there. amazing show.
still single and i'm definitely happy about that. although i could use some lovin' i'm much happier this way.
my favorite people are moving to philly next week. and thats probably where i will be pretty much every weekend.
new tattoo next week. i'm getting the cover of "the giving tree" its my favorite book as a child.
i need to get another haircut. they effed it up. chelsea that means you. help me out lady!
oh and my shit job at that camp is over. thank fucking god. i'm never doing that ever ever ever again. I HATE CHILDREN |
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| 08:04am 25/07/2005 |
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right after an awesome weekend this bullshit happens.
hey lets post on the njscene board about dumping me when this was over with. WHATEVER. oh and he's going to ebay my number now? thats awesome. let me see you get away with that shit. lets make me look like a huge bitch when i definitely didn't do anytihng. wow i didn't answer your phone calls, fucking sue me.
now i have to sit at work and deal with this shit. fuck. thank you sooo much. |
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| badges? we don't need no stinkin badges. |
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| 10:12pm 24/07/2005 |
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what an awesome weekend, something i needed so badly.
2 skinnee J's were incredible. first and last time i'll see them. seriously, one of the highlights of my year so far.
i had so much fun with grey and sean. thank god for kids like them. totally worth the ridiculous amounts of driving. thanks to both of you. <3
i definitely don't want to go to work tomorrow. i can't wait another 4 more weeks! whatever. if one of those kids pisses me off tomorrow i'm punching it in the face.
NEW FUCKING CAR TOMORROW WHATTTTT!!! |
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| 10:17pm 21/07/2005 |
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i'm so angry right now its beyond words.
i don't even want to get into it because its just going to be a huge rant.
someone please explain to me why this bullshit always fucking happens. something go my way god damnit! |
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1 to the rules set by the weak|she bends and breaks
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| bora bitches. |
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| 07:18pm 16/07/2005 |
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so i went to test drive and put a down payment on my car. 2001 VW Jetta. but some bro owned it before me and it has tints and like gay dark tail light lenses so i'm gonna have them changed but whatever. its nice. they just have to fix the glove box cause its broken and they have to clean it up, and i'll have it by friday. its a germany import so its called a Bora which is the german version of the Jetta. hot shit.
pretty sure i'm going to 2 skinnee J's next saturday in DC. i think i'm gonna shit myself, i've wanted to see them forEVER. thank god i need to get away for a little while. i'm going nuts.
i work everysinglefucking day. saturday is my only day off. and i work 14 hours a day tuesday and wednesday. i'm killing myself. at the end of august i need to take like 2 weeks off. i need some kind of vacation.
things are okay other than that i guess. lately i've just been on my last nerve and freaking out at everyone and then i feel horrible after. too much stress in my lfie i think, i need to chill out and i need some time off. |
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| i haven't updated in FOREVER |
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| 11:33am 04/07/2005 |
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let me give you a little update of my life.
1. i've had a boyfriend for the past month and a half. he's awesome. we're huge nerds together and i love it. he wears a lot of sweaters.
2. i work at this camp in pomona, new york. it's snobby rich kid camp and i lifeguard and teach swim lessons there monday-friday 9-4. i get paid on the last day of camp but it'll be like 2500 dollars. sweet ass.
3. i'm getting a new car within the next two weeks. jawesome.
4. some kid owes me 500 dollars. and he better pay me.
5. one of my snakebites closed because at the camp i work at i can't have piercings so i took them out and within an hour the newest one closed, but the other one is fine.
i guess that about covers it.
oh and posi numbers in 3 weeks. sweeeet. |
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5 to the rules set by the weaks|she bends and breaks
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| 07:09pm 24/04/2005 |
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okay, maybe i'm retarded, i don't know, but someone please clarify if this makes sense.
so he says " i still want to be there for you. i want to be friends and to see you...etc."
i deny this, because at the time i didn't want to just be his friend, we were never just friends. i felt like it would be awkward.
i thought about everything, apologized for not being understanding and for being selfish, blah blah blah. i still want to talk to him, he's an amazing person who i don't feel like losing entirely.
i IM him saying AGAIN how sorry i am even though i was the one who was dumped.
he won't talk to me. he doesn't IM me. when i try talking to him he won't make conversation.
what happened to caring about me and wanting to be there for me. i was fucking lied to. he promised he'd be there for me and he's not. he won't even talk to me when i apologize when i did nothing wrong except feel hurt. what the hell did i do? he's the one who so badly wanted to continue to talk to me, yet he won't.
did i miss something? |
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| birthday wish list! |
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| 06:29pm 06/04/2005 |
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arrite since i'm getting a new car i need some shit for it, and its getting close to my birthday so it seems appropriate...
i don't expect any of this from anyone this is kinda for myself but ya know if you wanttttt you can get me something haha
1. Belkin Auto Kit for Ipod
2. Griffin Itrip for Ipod
3. Huge CD case cause mine is broken
4. mix cds- those are awesome!
5. 20 rolls of Fuji Superia 100 film
6. Canon deluxe backpack 200 EG
7. Phoenix ZBIS-92N TTL Zoom Shoe Mount Flash for Nikon
8. Canon Deluxe Tripod 200 (Quick Release) with 3-Way Panhead
9. Sigma Fisheye 15mm f/2.8 EX Diagonal Fisheye Autofocus Lens for Nikon
only one month remains kids, get to it! haha <3 |
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| 12:32am 01/11/2004 |
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i don't even know why i have this, or why anyone cares to read it.
i hung out with dan today, and he always puts me in a thinking mood, cause he likes to have intelligent conversations. so i've been thinking alot. about alot of stuff.
i feel like no one knows me. that i'm always hiding something from someone, even my best friends, even if i can't figure out what i'm keeping from them. i always feel like i'm not telling them everything or anyone for that matter. no one like really knows me. not even myself.
i wish i could express my feelings more. i think i'm going to start doing that more often.
i'm going to compliment people more often. i love to see people smile because of something i did. and i know one compliment can seriously take all the bad shit away just for a minute. and thats all you need sometimes.
wow, i'm fucking corny.
i want someone to care about me. like full out care about me, my feelings, and my opinions.
i'm a sappy genre of music. |
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